Accept Youself As You Are.

Any thought during the meditation will bring you to other world which you do not want to experience during the practice. Regardless you deny it, the thought comes back right away. You can not get rid of it. So, what you have to do is just "accept" it. Then bring your awareness to your own mantra to repeat again to push it away gently.

Do not struggle to bring yourself to meditate but just accept it as you do for yourself.

Make a space inside of you to accept outcomes.

Just like accepting yourself as you are. Accept others as they are.